Hey, I'm back!
Last week, my mom took me back to Dr. Baeke's office for my second consultation to do what is called a fitting. I went into a room with Suzanne and we talked about what size I wanted to be when I get my implants. Along with whether or not I would have to go under the muscle with the implant, and other technical stuff about the surgery. We decided on a good size for my body type, and then I tried on a bra with implants in it to see how a particular size would look. I was so excited to see myself. I was in a great mood for the rest of the day. It's so cool that I can see how I'll look after surgery! My surgery is going to be in June. I'm as excited as ever!
I haven't written because I have been faced with a big decision. You see my breasts have begun to grow and I decided that due to this fact, I would wait until next year to get breast implants. My Mom is still behind my decision and is proud of me for making this tough choice. I'm very excited for my implant surgery, which, if my breasts do not continue growing, will be next June. Another reason I'm waiting until after my senior year is because I hadn't talked to my boyfriend about implants yet…and we've become more serious too. I'm quite sure he'll be fine with it, but I want to be positive. This is something I'm doing for myself, not him, but I love him, and therefore, I value his opinion. I will stay in touch.
I am still contemplating surgery, because I still haven't developed as much as I would like. Surgery is still very much an option. Having larger breasts is a really important thing for me. I have had many relationships and emotional changes in the recent past, and although I doubt my breasts are going to get much bigger, I have decided to continue waiting until I am a little older. Dr. Baeke and his staff have really been cool. Dr. Baeke says, for now, it is best I wait.